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Welcome to "Chase's Corner"…this is my first ever blog entry; so for those of you who don't know me..let me rap a tap' with you about me for a sec before jumping into the topic of discussion today. LoL!! I'm of Haitian descent..so f*cks with me if you DaRe!! I stay Zoe Pound' ready! LoL! I'm a textbook Leo…which means I LoVe all things luxurious (FaSHioN, MoNeY, SHoPPiNG and traveling w/my BiTCHes)! I have a NaSTY shoe fetish! HinT! HinT! I stay red-bottomed up!! I've been modeling off/on for the last 6 years.
I've been featured on several websites including www.ggurls.com/www.urbannewswarehouse.com of late. I've been the face of many promotional flyers, I've also graced my share of magazines and counting..so watch closely..09' is my year! Muah!
***So my question is why are relationships such HaRD work? Ugh! And why do we as humans play so many games in the name of LoVe.? I've been dating this guy for the last 9 months, right?
In the beginning everything was all "Gravy"…He was playing the game that I wanted him to play. You know, the overly attentiveness, calling everyday and talking on the phone all throughout the day and into the wee hours of the morning, singing me high praises of how he wanted things to work out with us, game. And all the time, me playing the nonchalant role...as if I could care less about his presence in my life. Cause to me ninjas come a dime a dozen and are very expendable.
See, I'm the type of person, that feels like I have the game of LoVe, beat. I've always had this philosophy that men are out to "rob, steal, and cheat" a woman out of her heart; so I figure I will "rob, steal and cheat" a man out of his heart first. I believe you should never play into the frenzy in the beginning cause its all GaMe. Slowly but surely he started to break down my barriers with his candidness or at least what I thought was candidness. And I began to really start feeling him; I would get this BiG-a$$ Kool-Aid smile when I would see him calling. In all honesty, I liked him from the beginning but I just wouldn't show it too much, you know just enough to keep him intrigued, but not enough for him to feel like he had me. LoL!! When in fact, he had me from the first kiss…I felt butterflies ya'll, for real!! LoL!! (That sh*t had never happened to me before!) But then things started to change between us and not in a way that I can say I was fond of. I feel like now he has the upper hand in the relationship…and that sh*t ain't gon' fly with me! I have to always feel like I have the reigns..but for some odd reason I can't seem to shake him!
Ugh! At times, I have a very indifferent attitude and at others I'm like I don't want to lose him. But the Leo in me is telling me to "fade back to Black"…that could be why I've been trying to occupy my free time with other options. But none seem to measure up to him! SMDH! What to do? What to do?
CHaSe(HeR)
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