Question of the day? Why is it that it always seems when you are doing well and don't need help, you always come across people who are willing to help you out or that will go that extra mile for you; but the second that you actually do need help..all those people that were willing to help out are nowhere to be found?
***So lately, I have been in a bit of a depressive state. I have been without a vehicle of my own since late July, but I had been in a rental for the last two months or so but recently returned it.(Because the guy that was renting it started to complain about the bill, which I never asked him to foot.) I know most people wouldn'tthink this a reason to be depressed, but I live in a city where having a car is a necessity and not having one has caused me much stress..Ugh
So, I posed the question that I did because I have turned to family and so-called friends to help me out and most seem to be too self absorbed to offer any assistance. Like for instance, I called an aunt to see if I could borrow one of her 5 cars until I got another car of my own and she gave me excuse after excuse. SMDH..I then called my mother to see if she would rent me a car…and again..no assistance. I know I shouldn't be bitter towards them, but I just feel like when I am up on foot I bend over backwards for my family and close friends, but when I need help doors close..ain't that about a BiTCH. I know a lot of people may be wondering why don't I rent my own DaMN car, please believe that I would except my license where I live is both suspended and expired..a DaMN shame..(I know, but it's my own fault that I didn't take care of my responsibilities in taking care of the necessary fees from tickets before they manifested into a suspension). But I have to focus on present day, and it's either pay the tickets and suspension and have no money for a car or try and get another car and pay for the suspension and tickets later. What to do? What to do?